If I were to make a video about how I feel about you

Words about him.

it’d be embarrassing
the way I see you is very cliché: soft focus and sparkly
you’re always up on some kind of pedestal

you’d be making music,
walking with Duke,
hugging people.
you’d be cooking
you’d be holding me
smiling at me in bed

then it’d be us: a montage of countless dancefloors
then you again: riding a bike, no hands

eye contact that I struggle to reciprocate because I feel too seen